Friday, January 19, 2007


My Encounter With --

---This encounter took place in the early 1980’s. I heard him speak at an ashram that he had, in CT. He suggested we pull our seats closer to hear better. This seemed like a good idea, but when he was done speaking, I realized that I was the only one to do this. Everyone else stayed where they were.
---I went back to my friend and I admit I felt a little sheepish. We had some snacks and we watched a video – About Space and Rockets, etc. It had a quality of expanding one’s Consciousness, but I remember being very focused on the fact that he had told a follower to make a copy. I do remember thinking to myself that you shouldn’t make copies. What is Swami doing? I didn’t say anything, but Swami is having a copy made. It surprised me not saying something, as I felt that correcting ‘’everyone,’’ was my DUTY and CALLING. I’ve grown a little since then.
---I bit my tongue, said nothing aloud, and he proceeded. He proceeded like it didn’t phase him. He mentioned how he would really like to be at his home, playing with his goats. It was kind of amazing how he had his followers, on the edge of their chairs, listening about goats. They seemed they enjoyed seeing Guru Dev, that’s what they called him, having a good time.
---My SWAMI Moment---
---It was time for him to leave, so we all got out of his way as he made his way to the car that brought him. I would like to say, ’’It Was Like The Parting Of The Red-Sea,’’ but it wasn’t that dramatic or special. As he passed where I was standing, he suddenly stopped. He pointed, and said to his disciples [of which I was not one], ‘’You should ALL be like this man. He isn’t even really here.’’ He gave no explanation, just walked on. I didn’t say anything, either, but I did think that this was kind of NEAT.
---I thought of some lame comebacks later on, but on the way home we ended up talking about my friends upcoming wedding,’’ I remember saying that I didn’t think that he was marrying for the right reasons, like I would know what the right reasons were. I was looking to hear about ‘’PERFECT LOVE,’’ and I just wasn’t hearing it. I shortly left MA., and cannot tell you if he married or not. Like I said, the 1980’s were about correcting and being sure that ‘’mistakes’’ weren’t being made.
---Anyway, back to my Swami moment, I feel that he was referring to a certain OBJECTIVITY that I have. It is due to my left-hand being as it is. Remember, I was born with the four fingers missing on my left-hand.
I will add this. The left-side is the SUBJECTIVE side, while the right is the OBJECTIVE. I was born very right-sided, and marijuana use only enhanced this. Being so imbalanced, I experienced a ‘’breakdown,’’ eventually.
---In a ‘’Nutshell,’’ figuratively and literally, I went ahead of myself and did not honor things that I still had to do. I had some ‘’Uncooked-Seeds.’’ I ended up with ten incarcerations in different Mental Hospitals across the southern USA, over the next 17 years. It was not fun.
---I would like to say it was like, ‘’ONE Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest,’’ by Ken Kesey. But it was neither like the Movie nor the Book. It was more the same as the idea of it, as a saying. I think that the Movie made quite a statement, nonetheless. Billy Bibbit was NOT stuttering while he felt ACCEPTED by his lady friend and peers. He was even standing up to Nurse Ratched. But as soon as his Mother was mentioned, there was the stuttering, again. Then, his guilt became overwhelming.

What Should We Learn From ALL THIS --

1. That we shouldn’t ACCEPT snacks from A Swami?
ONLY if you’re NOT HUNGRY.

2. Moving your chair causes embarrassment? NO.

3. Copying things is very wrong, and a point should be
made, no matter what else is going on. NO.

4. When Swami’s move, WATCH OUT. NO.

5. Watch the ‘’WOODSTOCK’’ Movie, and see a bit
of Swami on film. [BUT, don’t copy it.] WATCH
only if you want.

6. Jack Nicholson should play Swami Satchidananda
in the Movie? NO.

---If Society is ‘’The CUCKOO’S Nest,’’ then Swami ‘’Flew Over.’’ But, we see that the Cuckoo’s Nest has a relative quality to it, so I’ll bet that we ALL have our own Cuckoo’s Nest’s that we have flown over, at one time or another.
---We can see how one’s Attitude toward what he is dealing, gives one his Flying Over ability. There are certain things that I’m sure we see ‘’immediately,’’ and some things that we struggle with as poor Billy did, in the movie.
---The ‘’Good News’’ in it ALL is that we have respites. And, if Billy was able to identify the problem he was having, as even we were, then he could get beyond those things and situations that hold him back. Through a short moment of ACCEPTANCE, Billy ‘’FLEW OVER’’ his ‘’CUCKOO’s NEST’’ [stuttering,] for a time. The ATTITUDE of ACCEPTANCE, where ‘’One feels good about things,’’ works wonders. As far as Swami and myself were concerned, his ACCEPTANCE was pretty NEAT. Be Well.



---Why do I make such a bold statement? I'm tired of the molly-coddling. For so long, I have taken another approach. It seems the one that ALL positive writers take. I tried to tell everyone it is about Love, but seem to come up empty. It sounds like everyone else. It is alright but ''lacks'' something.
---You are truly the only ASS with which you have to deal. There is none greater. Let me explain. When one sees himself as the lowest common denominator, one has only up to go. He ''accepts'' his humanity and is truly ready for his next step. He tells the ''Truth'' because he has nothing to lose.
---By process of elimination, ''the truth has set him free.'' He who realizes that he only has up to go, will go up. It is said that the highest form of intelligence is ''negative thinking.'' This is where one constantly ''revolts'' against his own thinking and thought processes and realizes that all thought is just thought, and as K. says, ''thought is all of the past.''
---It takes the philosophy, ''If you ain't got nothing, you ain't got nothing to lose.'' It even encompasses, the ''last shall be first'' point of view. It should take in the idea of ''try, try again.'' It is ALL success. Every gain no matter how small. Keeping up with the Jones' is a moot point, because you are not concerned with situations on the appearance level. You are an ASS, what does it matter?



Praise Is A Thing I've Never
Been Too Comfortable With.
I've Gotten Praise For Many
Things I've Done
Kudos For This, Kudos For That
''You've Done A Good Job, Son.''
But, I'm A Little Suspect Of The
Praise I've Gotten
Maybe It's Me, I Don't Know
I’m Not Sure
Do You Praise Me For A Job Well-Done?
Or, Do You Praise Me Because
I’ve Done Anything At All?
You Mean Well
You Even Say It Well
For Me, Perfectionism Is Not Easy
There Is A Letting-Go, Involved

Thursday, January 18, 2007



---We are probably aware of the fact that the Planets, moons etc., are on an Axis. They are not on their poles, but they are out of alignment with themselves and each other. This is to keep them where they are with their Gravitational pulls. By keeping them out of alignment, we find that they don't fall into each other.
---People are also out of alignment for basically the same reason. People are made from Love. This is the Driving Force if you will, that causes people to do what they do. It is the Prime Mover. The ego keep people from being in alignment and ''falling'' into each other. Love unifies, and bring things together. If we were Pure Love, we would be unified. This is what is happening to us. We are being purified. This is essentially what ''The Hound of Heaven'' is doing. We may wonder why it is so confusing at times, because we find that when we pull, it pushes. When One lives in Love, One just sort of watches this. God and Love are the same.
---We can take this logic another step. If we say this then, we see that the ego and the axis are the same situation. Then, what affects the ego affects the axis. This means that ''ATTITUDES'' affect both. It is a Chicken and Egg thing. In this way, we see and can say that our ''ATTITUDES'' [anger, happiness, sadness, etc.] affects our planet or the ''Universe,'' itself. This is also the law of cause and effect, or the law of Karma. Remember that Love is always there.
---We therefore know that we have to be Loving. Everything works better this way. We see that Love opposes Gravity. We can see that All things work better if ''Loved.'' This Means that, very importantly, when things are Loved they are allowed to be Exactly as They Are and Not Interfered with. They will then ''reorganize'' and will be as they are meant to be. This is the same as Acceptance. If we Accept with this ''Understanding,'' we are back to ''Appreciating,'' again. This is the process of Love. Love is a FACT that does NOT directly depend on how you FEEL.
---We see that people interfere and sabotage there own Relationship with Love. This is where the ''Seven Deadly Sins'' come in. I feel that people do the ''best'' they can with what they know, but If people ''knew'' what they were really doing, how they compromise their own happiness etc., I really feel people would be more ''thoughtful'' in and through their own actions. Be Well.